>>>hate cockroach<<<
i hate cockroaches! and i think most people do, but what is different with my case is i only hate them when they fly..i terribly screams if i see even a single cockroach flying on the area where im at and it scares the hell out of me when it lands on me even without skin contact and just on my clothing.
>>>ripe mango on the go<<<
ripe mango has always been my favorite fruit.. i love anything that was made out of it like mango juice, mango tiramisu, dried mango, mango flavored ice cream, mango pastillas and i even make it as an (ulam) in a rice meal as in ripe mango alone can be a great substitute for a true ulam for me.
crying is my outlet about almost anything, i cry when im happy, i cry when im sad, i cry even when im just like listening to a sad song. i easily get affected with the lyrics, i cry with the characters on telenovelas and movies, i cry when im mad with a person (but i do that when im alone as much as possible), i do it so i wont keep the hate and anger towards the person so it will be much easier for me to forgive.. in short iyakin ako, d lang halata..
i am an ate and a mama to my 11 year old brother, my dad stays in bicol and my mom in laguna so i look over and take care of him and it is not that easy to raise a (super kulit) kid, i also cried at a certain point already because of (kasasaway) but then i love what i do because i love him so much (",)
i dont know for sure but i think i have insomnia, before when i was still on the night shift i seldom get enough sleep. lucky me if i get 4 to 6 hrs sleep in a day, i even took sleeping pills just to overcome my sleepless days but still it affected my performance at work. i got a lot of CCFs that time because of lates and absentses, being absent became an unintentional habit for me because i usually feel not ok due to lack of sufficient sleep and so what the management did is they transfered me to the morning shift just to save me from getting terminated, my shift got changed (thank god) but sometimes the sleepless nights (now)(unable to sleep even though you're doing and thinking nothing) still remain.
>>>stranger than fiction<<<
i have this strange phobia with firecrackers (fear of loud noise) since childhood upto now, especially those which explode totally loud it is like i cannot breath, i cannot think clearly, and my heart palpitates like crazy when im under attacked.. i fear from it that it made me hate december 31 which is sad because my family are all out for the celebration and there i am always locking myself in a room (most inner part of our house) where the sound will not be that too disturbing to my ears..i dont know, it's really weird and it's really affecting me, i just hope that i can conquer this fear, it may sound silly for some but it is true.
>>>eat veggies more / drink no more<<<
"drink moderately" as what coach ron said, we normally hear it in radios and watch it on TVs well for me it is "drink no more", alcoholic drinks are NO NOs. though i used to drink before. 2 years ago i was diagnosed with peptic ulcer. i did undergo tests like gastroscopy and colonoscopy (without sedative or anesthesia) imagine that, you can try to check how the procedure is being done and i tell you, if your doctor tells you that u can no longer drink such things (u still can actually, if you're really a pasaway) then u would really follow it because of the tests that they did. they found some polyps in my large intestine (non-cancerous) which i again thank god for and so i was also advised to eat more veggies for more fiber intake which i never did before (i hate veggies as in i hate it..), but now i evetually got to like it (masarap pala) not because i need to eat it but more on im also enjoying eating it and i think i can live as being vegetarian too. so i guess people who will get to read this tag wont ask me anymore why i dont drink. :)